Monday, March 4, 2013

Lesson


Repeatedly annoying and sometimes confusing about me
is that my FEELINGS.

I always have the mixed feelings,
and I don't like that,
especially when it comes to the matter of future.

As much as I wouldn't want to take it seriously,
I just have to.

The pressure of being the first daughter,
the first granddaughter and the first cousin I would say.

Fuhhhhhh

And I don't like to share that with 
people because they might think I am so annoying
as if like I'm the only one that has to face this problem.

So I better keep my mouth shut,
but then I tend to be so moody and it might inflict harms to others.

Then I tend to make people feel sad or angry of me.

I am sorry.
I really am.


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