I prefer crying and keeping things to myself
I don't want to burden people
listening to my same, ordinary
uhmmms and ahhhhs.
I might be
harping about the same thing,
being afraid of the freaking SPM results.
So I better shut the door,
turn the light off, I wanna be with you,
I wanna feel my pillow that kind of thing.
Maybe it's because of the pressure,
all the headgirls back then were the top scorers
in their own batches
and as for me,
I am just the ordinary student.
I hope miracles will happen this time.
please help me.