Lately, I am just so scared to sleep
because I am afraid if I cannot wake up the next morning.
I am so scared to stay at home alone,
because I am afraid of people might kill me.
I am so afraid to be in the car,
because I am scared of being crashed in an accident.
I know if we're no longer alive,
it means that Allah loves us more.
But as for now,
please Ya Allah.
Give me the chance to live
till I become what I want to be
and till I succeed in my life
to pay back my parents' sacrifice.
But if death might be the best for me,
then please send me to the Heaven.
And please take care of everyone that I love.