Sitting all alone now
and wondering why it turned to be this way.
Why did everything change?
Why isn't anything we love be permanent.
I am sad because everything turns to be different.
I want that brain,
the brain that can score in every exam.
When can I be happy with my results again,
just like I did before?
When can I smile when I received the exam papers from teachers
instead of crying?
When can I call my mom and my dad and tell them my great results and not crying
and promising her the false hope to score in the next exam?
Then I stopped crying
and started to motivate myself.
Everything changes because nothing is ever permanent in life.
Everything is different as everything changes.
I will receive my SPM slip from Bonda on stage when
my name is announced as the straight A+ achiever.
I will call my mom and my dad to go on the stage with me
and tell them
about my good results
and cry of happiness
and tell them that I have fulfilled my promise and
make their dreams come true.