The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special
then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don't care at all.
Once you've made mistakes,
you might feel like disappearing and
decide to act like stranger.
But the pain in you will remain till forever.
Maybe she does act like she careless,
because she might think that this is like a
contest, who will be more careless.
I believe you're not like those jerks.
I also believe she's not like those chicks.
If you are willing to seek for forgiveness,
she's more than happy to forgive you.
Things might not be like what
you plan it to be years ago,
but at least you won't lose your bosom friend, right?