whatever it is.
just don't have your high hope.
love him as your special best friend. the most important thing, just don't lie to yourself.
as the matter of fact, you're gonna hurt yourself by lying to yourself.
so, stop hiding the truth, just tell yrself. others shouldn't know, it is much better.
those are my lines, when i wasn't in that situation.
now, i am in it.
i have to eat back my own words and
i am speechless.