as usual, i write everything in my secret book and i found your note left for me before the holidays. i don't have to tell the world about the things that you wrote but yeah, i do feel the same thing. i am afraid off changes, not physically entirely and yeah, it's emotionally and mentally. everything is gonna change but i want you to do me a favor, be my mirror. whenever i tend to change to become the evil side of Aliah, just pull me away from the hell. if I change for good, just push me to heaven.