i always tell my friends that somehow we must take a great care of our own heart. i tell others to but i never do that. i kept on taking care of others' hearts and i never care about my feelings. i cried because i want to see others feel happy. i kept my mouth shut just want to hear what they want to say. somehow, when i was mad, i tried to make myself smiling just because of i didn't wanna show my anger. but it's so pathetic when no one had ever appreciated what you had done. now, i reveal the truth of what did i feel. because i'm tired of hurting my heart.