stop telling me how fat am i ! i jst cnt stand this anymore. thinking about it made me wanna tie my stomach. eat nothing for the whole month. bt i'm not tht stupid to this all this kind of silly stuff. idiot! i knw tht it will hurt myself at the end of the day. so, yeahh. but mentally tortured is even worst dude! unfortunately, i can transform it to a positive side of thought. 1st, i still can hear all the critics. 2nd, i'm glad as someone is being paparazzi, catching up on what is my latest look. 40 kg is fat enough for you, isn't it?